A fresh new beginning.



So, a couple of weeks ago I worked my last ever shift at the Filling Station and what a last weekend it was to have there!  I mean really it wasn't great and it made me realise that I am definitely doing the right thing - the company and the restaurant are pretty great to work for really but just with the way things are just now I realised I have bigger more important things to worry about just now.

Don't get me wrong I loved my job, I loved my team and I already miss it.  We've all had some amazing memories together and some pretty bad times together too really!  But right now it wasn't what I needed and it no longer gave me what I wanted.  I guess I never thought saying goodbye to my team would be so difficult - even though since I've started a lot of people have gone because they've graduated uni or moved away somewhere else or something - and in all honestly I will miss all of the crazy people, they were like a family and it was nice to belong there.  I thought I'd be there until the end of uni but I've recently discovered these things aren't set in stone.

In all honesty it's scary, not having a job, uni or a flat to fall back on but I feel good.  Like relieved; as though a massive weight has just been lifted from my shoulders.  I just need to trust that in the end everything will work out for the best and maybe something better will come along.  Well, it feels as though I've been given a fresh start and a chance to do the right thing and do it properly.

Sometimes saying goodbye is the best thing you can do, even if it doesn't feel like it's good at that time in your life.  So here is my goodbye to the very last part of my old life - it was a fun two years but finally it's time to move on.