Moving on never felt so good.


So, it has been a very, very long time since I last posted but things have been so hectic around here.  Just with work, exams, nurses, appointments and sorting out my life... 

However, I have passed my second year at university with all Bs - which is absolutely amazing considering everything that is going on!  Not only that but I have just handed in my letter of resignation to work.  I have been there for almost two years now and I had planned on seeing out my time at university working in that restaurant.  But I've come to the conclusion that I just can't do it anymore, it's not giving me anything anymore.  I mean it was a great job when I lived in Aberdeen and I actually loved working; not anymore though.  And that is pretty scary for someone like me.

I mean literally, I've given up my flat, my university and now my job.  Isn't that crazy?  My whole life has changed, and although the circumstances are truly awful I've come to the realisation that it doesn't matter.  These are the material things that I do have control over but they're not what is important in life.

What is important is family, friends, happiness and health.  And these things I will get back, but it's time to prioritise, take some time out and appreciate all the things that I can't control but that make me the luckiest girl in the world (cheesy I know).  

Ultimately, my plans have completely changed in just 3 months, but that's okay, it's now time to breathe, trust, let go and see what happens... which is possibly the hardest thing I will ever have to deal with but I know it will do me the world of good.  Maybe we all just need to take some time out in order to realise what truly is important in life?

Bye for now,

Love, Lauren x